It's so awkward writing about myself.

   It feels so weird to be sitting here and typing a blog about myself. I guess that could say something about the kind of person that I am though. I tend to be more of an introverted person as opposed to an extrovert. I don't really like talking about  my problems or anything else about me to other people. Basically, I'm the complete opposite of those annoying people on facebook who tell you their whole life story. I'm generally a quiet person in most situations, unless I'm with a large group of my friends. Theeeennn, you can't get me to shut up. When I'm with friends, I'm a bubbly person, I talk a lot, and I tend to make random noises(usually meowing). There are some downsides to my personality as well though. I am probably one of the most lazy people a person could meet. I love to just lounge around doing nothing, I like the feeling of having nothing to do and nothing to worry about needing to be done. Another downside is that I tend to care too much about what others are thinking, and I feel like I am always being judged. This, i suppose would be part of the reason why I am more introverted in a situation I'm not comfortable with, for the fear of being judged by others.
    While on the topic of fears, I may have some of the most ridiculous fears a person could think of. One of my crazy irrational fears is people touching the back of my ankles. Just thinking about them creeps me out. I guess its just more of the feeling of them being vulnerable, even though I'm pretty sure about 99.999% of people aren't walking around and thinking about slashing the back of a person's ankle. What makes this fear even better though is that it was in my freshman yearbook with the quotes all around the pages, so I'm frequently taunted with it(in a nice friendly way of course). Flashlights are another one of my irrational fears. It's not really the flashlight itself that I fear, its more of the fact that when its pitch black and you're using a flashlight, you can only see so much, and the fact of there being so much unknown things beyond the light. It also doesn't help that I am terrified of the dark, which I have multiple scary movies to thank for!
    My dream throughout pretty much all of my childhood was a bit of an odd job. When I was younger, I absolutely LOVED going to the zoo. Every time I went I would always want to see the zebras. This obsession with the zoo had led me to want to be a zookeeper for the longest time. But, now my dream is to pursue something within the medical field. At first I had wanted to be a surgeon or an anesthesiologist. But, after taking drivers ed over the summer and watching several Red Asphalt videos, I got the idea that I may want to be a paramedic. I love the idea of being able to help someone, but I love the thrill and adrenaline rush i would get from being a paramedic in emergency situations.
     And to wrap things up, a few random facts about me(:

• I play clarinet, piano and guitar
• I currently have an obsession with baby hippos. THEY'RE FLIPPIN ADORABLE.

• I play the clarinet in marching band ( Woo Cadets.!:) )
• I am an outside hitter in volleyball
• I can't stand onions
• I have two dogs, Chase and Bouncer
• All time favorite band: Mayday Parade. (amazing song #1,#2, and #3)
• And finally, i still feel awkward writing such a long thing about myself.(;